I was born at 4:23am on September 28th. Seven days after I was born, I was diagnosed with Spinal Meningitis. Thankfully my parents got me to the doctor early enough to have it treated without any side effects. Throughout my life, I was in church every Sunday morning, every Sunday night, and Wednesday night. It seemed like every time the doors were open, I was there. I loved going to church!
When I was about eight years old, I went to church camp for the first time. I was so scared that my parents were going to leave me there! During the week I got close to God and could feel that something wasn't right in my life. My Mom came to join us for night service one night at camp. That night I remember walking down the isle during invitation to talk to one of the leaders about knowing Jesus better. I asked Jesus to come into my heart that night and to forgive me of my sins.
As life goes on, I try to live my life for Christ. This is pretty easy to do during Elementary School. On February 15, 2006, I took a Vow of Purity. This is pretty much saying that I am going to remain pure sexually until my wedding night. Well, this is easy to do when you're twelve years old and boys have cooties.
As I get older, I realize that it isn't going to be easy.
I had my first "real boyfriend" when I was about sixteen years old. We dated for about three months and he broke my heart. I was crushed. It was the typical "I loved him but he didn't love me anymore" situation. As time goes on I realized that I liked having a "boyfriend". I was that girl who needed a guy by her side all the time! I had one serious relationship. I dated this guy for about five months. And again, I got my heart broken. I was so angry that I dated another guy right after him just to make him mad. I know I know. I am a horrible person, but I was hurt. Now keep in mine I never had sex with any of these guys. Come to find out, that's why guys didn't want to date me anymore.
Finally, I gave dating to God. I told him, "I am done dating. I'm done getting hurt. I am giving dating to you. It's in your hands. Lord, whenever you're ready for me to date, you'll send me a guy who fits my standard list. Not just some of the standards on it, but ALL of them." (This list has over 25 standard on it)
I went a whole summer without a boyfriend. It was great! I got to work, go to church camp, staff at Kidz Kamp. I got really close to God during this time. While I was at church camp, I saw a friend who I haven't seen in a year or so. We had a short conversation, nothing too exciting. We ended up being staffers at Kidz Kamp. I didn't think too much of it at first, but as the week progressed, I started having a little crush on him. Now keep in mind that I am staffing kids, I can't show my feelings towards this guy because that's not what I'm there for.
After camp, we start texting and we got to know each other. I asked him about himself and his walk with Christ. He did the same to me. We texted for about two or three weeks. Then I moved to college. Little did I know that he lives about 15 minutes from where I go to college. We decide to go have an early dinner at Wendy's one Wednesday night and then I was going to follow him to church that night. We sat and talked for a couple hours. I was so nervous! As we talked I felt that there was something special about him. As weeks progressed I looked at my standard list. He fit every item on that list!!! On September 2nd, he asked me out. Since then, we have had a wonderful relationship. We don't have the normal "teenage relationship". We don't have sex. We try to have Bible Study together once a week. We go to church together. It's exactly what I have been looking for. God sent me one of the greatest blessings of my life whenever He sent me Calvin.
Galatians 6:9
And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.